Have you read Sapiens? I hope you do.
It made me question everything. The evolution of the human race laid bare in such matter of fact language. We are just a branch of evolution that happens to be supremely intelligent. Nothing more. Nothing less.
There is no point to existence, no overwhelming reason why we all exist. Why we crawl around in the dirt and pain and hope for something more. Some meaning to all of this agony.
There is nothing. I’m so tired of pretending there is.
I’m not longer fighting the rage in my head. The one that tells me to starve, to puke, to drink until I forget my name.
In other words. Fuck it.
A holy rage is calling my name and I would much rather self destruct than carry on pretending.
To quote a legendary song by linkin Park “we tried so hard and got so far, in the end it doesn’t even matter”
The truth will set you free.
Now let me sleep for a hundred years until there is nothing left of this world